released May 22, 2015
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- Track Name: Home Alone
home alone we are homeless, dear. if I don't inhale, you disappear. fortune and fame, they laugh at our souls. ankles grow heavy from burdens we're sold. I walk a line as fine as can be between getting high and trying to see
god, I have seen you differently these days. open my chest and alter my ways. god, I have been so difficult for you. write me off now, what could I lose?
home alone, I am "patient" here. I stayed off the drugs, you disappeared. these walls are so pale, I love how they taste. they say I act better, its you they've erased. I miss the thoughts when I'm home alone. I wrote this for Julia, her ten year old soul
- Track Name: I'll Stay Now
I try to be alive, but it only makes things worse. Am I just another boy that you kissed randomly for fun? Hide my shame for loving you by slowly drifting.
I'll stay now, Elena
I try to be a better man than your last boyfriend. We know each others' past hopes, the kind of life that you had back home. Elena you destroy us, my heart my brain and my body
- Track Name: Hate Me Cause I Tried So Hard
seen the hole where the griptape melted through? Tried to do some shit that I could not do. I was told that I won't fail, tell me what could I lose. Hate me cause I tried so hard
lay the paper, fold it halfway twice. try to think of four words that sound real nice. who will be mine tonight? tell me what could I lose. hate me cause i tried so hard